Lorde attended her first Met Gala in four years Monday (May 5), but she wasn’t just there for fun. According to the pop star, she also used the event to tease something coming in the future, revealing that the look she wore on the red carpet is an “Easter egg” that also happens to express how she’s feeling in terms of her gender identity.

"To me it really represents where I'm at gender-wise. I feel like a man and a woman," Lorde said of her custom Thom Browne creation.

Everyone’s talking about how Lorde’s teeny-tiny Met Gala top managed to stay up all night, but all I can think about is her skincare and makeup. One thing we know about Lorde